Dulu - dulu

Semua kita ada cita - cita kan? Dari kecil sampai besar ni. Tak kisahlah mengarut ka sik. ;D

This is my story,  about a girl long before...

Masa kamek dolok kecik2, ingat gik kamek mok jadi artist! Bukan artist penyanyi okey, a Painter/Artist in Art. Yup, sebab kamek minat melukis & colouring and siklah pande ne tapi boleh lah tahan lukisan kamek mun dtg mood ya. I like to draw or colour during my free time, when something happen, when I'm sad, when I'm mad and yea, like that. And really, there's a collection of them ;) but semua ya ada kat rumah samarahan, not at me at the moment. 

Okey, seterusnya, kamek dolok2 teringin jadi model@stewardess. What?!? hehehe time tok zaman kamek ngegeh bak kata sidak, getek!. yeah, been through that time. I didnt knew that I was like becoming one of those ngegeh girls until tengok2 gambar2 kecik dulu2. Baru perasan, waduhh. Malu tiba2. hahah. Mostly from little till primary 3. But after that, things change due to something. 

Oh yes, when I was wondering to be an artist, I planned like in the morning I'll work as a office girl, then in the night time I'll work as an artist, doing my art. haha! So funny when reminiscing back then. But I like it cause it makes me smile. 

Okey, selepas ya beralih cita2 after pindah ke Sarawak balit. Still in primary schools, kamek mok jadi lawyer gik. I think its cool and I really want to protect the innocent one and do justice! dulu laa. And they look so cool also. But not any field, kamek mok jadi lawyer yang berkaitan dengan jenayah kes. hohoho ;) Then, lamak2 hilang and lupak mok jadi lawyer plus ada orang sik suruh jadi. And also afraid that orang lain sik faham apa di klaka een tok, tunggang terbalik cakap, sekda ekot peraturan. huhu. 

During that time, kamek pun pernah mok isi borang jadi.....Bomba! ^_______^ Pelik? Tapi kamek fikir best jadi bomba tok, adventure and dangerous. Hampir2 dolok isi SPA for bomba, one of the choices.

Then, kamek pun mok jadi doktor juak. Rasanya cita2 tok lah yang mendorong kamek dolok until finish my high school year. One of the reason is because of myself. I have this low body immune system, and often getting sick every year, no no, almost every month. and especially during my high school time, almost every year I made my family worried bout me cause got case each year. Ya, no one knew except my close friends, only a bit only tho. I will never forget that time lying feeling helplessly in the hospital. Bukannya apa, saja mok ingatkan dirik tok juak. Sebab yalah menguatkan semangat untuk belajar supaya I can cure myself, not getting sick so often and make them not worried bout me always. But mungkin bukan jodoh kamek untuk menjadi seorang doktor, sikpa ;) Kamek boleh jadi tulang belakang kepada doktor-doktor. Banyak maksud tuu. Tapi satu jak benda yang susah nak diubati, penyakit berkenaan dengan hati. Not liver ah. hehe. Because health is one of my passion, if I can't be one, I'll help the Docs out there. hahah. Hey, don't forget, that almost all around us is related to chemistry. My lecturer told us duluu. All of this is the major ma. minor2 gik.hehe

Sekarang? Masih ada impian semua ya, tapi for now, health, nature, bowling, & food are my passion. Banyak gik sbenarnya macam chemistry, music, art, dancing, and.. forgot already. Aok, thats that for today!

^_^dot.