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Hi there, It's been awhile, again. I've been thinking of this ''what are my fears?''. Do I have any fear? Yes, I certainly do (probably many). I fear that my now long distance relationship duration will be prolonged until not sure when(sobs). I fear of entering a new decade of age. I fear of what my bosses are thinking in their head if I made mistakes. I fear of my health sometimes, not being able to maintain in the optimum state of health. I fear of what happens if the aeroplanes I got into will crash down. Okey this is getting scary, not going to mention the imaginations of getting into accidents. But my fears keep changing I guess, and currently it's about my career in the future.  Will I get my dream career path? Or is my career going to flow to another different field? Which would satisfy my needs and wants? Or which would make me feel content? Should I just go with the flow? I'm trying not to be ungrateful with current situation tho, j...

I guess it's been over 1 year I neglect this blog. Lets just say I'm not a person who sticks to one thing at a time. Naa, I'm just lazy to write and keep delaying it. I'm glad that I still remember the password (yey). By the way, congratulations to my friend, Anis for having her first post today! As for me, it's actually quite hard to start writing (well I didn't write much before...). But oh well, here we go.  Many things happened through out this 1 year and a half. Lets see... 1. I've started working (real job, no more part time Een) since end of 2016 and to my surprised, still surviving till now (self applause). 2. I've stop selling customize design tote bags. I hope to start it again soon.  3. Joined kick boxing trial class but never enrolled into it. (Een tak kuat) 4. Met various kind of people since start working. Big thing for Een. 5. Went for volunteering program for the first time. I just love the feeling of volu...